Hi, James!
Are you doing good these days? I
expect you to be wondering why I sent you this letter.
As you might expect, I have
something to tell you that I could not tell you before.
Writing this letter, it remind me of the most
valuable moment- the first time I met you in a math class.
Actually, at first, I did not
really recognized you as a man, but as the time passes, I was held by you. I could not help myself from glancing at you, and thinking
about you.
Even on the bed, I always thought of the moment when you made a brilliant speech in front of
the class.
When I dreamed about you, I did not want to wake up- when I woke up,
I tried to sleep more.
I don't know how strange you might think of me reading
this, but there is a reason why I am writing this letter for you- because I just
want to express my feelings.
I have pretended as if I don't consider you as a man,
but lately I recognized that I would not be able to keep hiding my sincerity.
Every time watching you, my worries and bad moods
have washed out.
Do you remember the day I got F on the math test? On that day,
I cried over and over until you ask me that I am okay- your "are you
okay" was different from others'.
At that moment I thought, 'how happy
student I would be if that boy is always beside me.'
Yet,
I don't know anything about you. Where do you live? What is your favorite
color? What do you like to eat the most? Who is your ideal style? Where do you
want to hang out with whom?
You always tickle my curiosity. Now, I want to
learn about you little by little- slowly but a lot. I think it would be
beautiful for us to be closer to each other.
You
might feel confused reading my sincerity, but please receive this letter
without pressure.
Even thought you don't accept my sincerity, please value the
sincerity. Thank you James.
James stood with his fists trembling and lips
unable to meet. Trying to guess who might sent this letter to him, he became
scared. His math class was consisted of 7 boys- He is going to an all-boy school. Yes, the writer of the letter was a male.
"What the Phuck...?" He could not
express his feeling sufficiently as the shock was beyond the expressions. Saying nothing for a moment, he finally shouted, "Oh phuck that was him, Josh."
The day after, Josh, a tall boy with wide
shoulder, told him to come to the rooftop after the classes. “It became
clear that he was Josh...,” James whispered.
When he went there, Josh was waiting for him with
the scent of perfume. The two were not the only people who were at the
rooftop at that time. Samuel, the best friend of James', was there, too. Josh
said. “Yes… I’m the one who wrote the letter,” with shy smile. “I’m sorry, but
I,” before James finished his words, Josh hugged him tightly and ran away. James
lost his mind. He couldn’t say anything. He couldn’t do anything. Samuel went close
to James and said, "Congratulation." James collapsed down.
James soon noticed that he couldn't
forget the scent of Josh. Especially, he couldn't stop thinking about the
feeling when Josh hugged him. Yes. A new, secretive sincerity started to
make two hearts flutter.
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